歌曲:《My Worst》
歌手:MADILYN
专辑:My Worst
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《My Worst》歌词:
[00:00.000] 作词 : Madilyn Bailey Wold/Emi Dragoi/Olivia "LIIV" Cargile
[00:00.311] 作曲 : TJ Routon/Emi Dragoi
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[00:06.872]Spent the last year with my thoughts
[00:10.872]Doing yoga and a detox, drinking
[00:13.372]Green tea and I stopped watching TV
[00:18.760]I thought that I was doing better
[00:21.510]My demons were waiting for the
[00:24.510]Right chance to come right back
[00:27.260]Lost my friends, killed my plants, oh well
[00:33.238]Nothing ever lasts forever
[00:35.240]
[00:35.240]My dominoes in a row
[00:38.237]Watch me knock 'em over
[00:42.020]Only one way I can go
[00:44.999]At the top of the roller-coaster
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[00:48.737]When things are at their best I become the worst
[00:50.738]You can't break my heart if I break it first
[00:54.448]I wonder when it's good, how bad it's gonna hurt
[00:57.949]'Cause some part of me thinks that's what I deserve, so
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[01:01.727]I become my worst, my worst, my worst, yeah, yeah
[01:08.901]I become my worst, my worst, my worst
[01:16.401]
[01:16.651]When I'm stressed out, I get busy, forget
[01:20.151]To eat, get real skinny, then I
[01:22.901]Worry that I'm wasting
[01:27.860]Half my twenties being worried
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[01:30.110]Building up my hearts of cards
[01:33.609]Watch me knock it over
[01:37.111]It's like I wanna fall apart
[01:40.609]At the top of the roller-coaster
[01:43.110]
[01:43.360]When things are at their best I become the worst
[01:46.610]You can't break my heart if I break it first
[01:50.110]I wonder when it's good, how bad it's gonna hurt
[01:53.573]'Cause some part of me thinks that's what I deserve, so
[01:57.074]
[01:57.324]I become my worst, my worst, my worst, yeah, yeah
[02:04.074]I become my worst, my worst, my worst
[02:10.074]
[02:12.324]Was all thinkers want to die?Die
[02:18.824]Swear that it would be different this time
[02:24.824]
[02:25.575]When things are at their best I become the worst
[02:28.574]You can't break my heart if I break it first
[02:31.825]I wonder when it's good, how bad it's gonna hurt
[02:35.574]'Cause some part of me thinks that's what I deserve, so
[02:39.074]
[02:39.324]I become my worst, my worst, my worst, yeah, yeah
[02:46.074]I become my worst, my worst, my worst
[02:52.825]
[02:53.086]I become my worst, my worst, my worst, yeah, yeah
[02:59.825]I become my worst, my worst, my worst
[by:一只叫波罗的猫]
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[00:06.872]过去的一年里 我以思想沉淀自己
[00:10.872]做做瑜伽 排毒养颜
[00:13.372]喝绿茶 戒掉看电视的习惯
[00:18.760]我本以为自己做得越来越好
[00:21.510]但我心里的恶魔正等待着
[00:24.510]回归继续肆虐的大好时机
[00:27.260]我失去了挚友 也没能养活花草
[00:33.238]好吧 世间没有什么是永恒的
[00:35.240]
[00:35.240]我将多米诺骨牌排作一排
[00:38.237]看着我把它们一股脑推倒
[00:42.020]我的面前只有一条路
[00:44.999]当我临在过山车轨道的顶端
[00:48.237]
[00:48.737]当事情都变得最好时 我却成了最糟糕的那个
[00:50.738]若我先伤透自己的心 你就不能再让我心碎
[00:54.448]我想知道事情何时才会好转 痛楚又会有多刻骨铭心
[00:57.949]因为某种程度上我认为这是我应得的 于是
[01:01.448]
[01:01.727]我成了最坏的那个 活成了自己最讨厌的样子
[01:08.901]我从未变得如此糟糕 如此不堪
[01:16.401]
[01:16.651]当我压力山大时 我便投入忙碌
[01:20.151]甚至废寝忘食 变得越来越瘦
[01:22.901]我感到担忧 自己在自暴自弃
[01:27.860]我前半生的二十多个岁月里 有一半都忧心忡忡
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[01:30.110]我的心房就像是纸牌屋
[01:33.609]看我将它们一下子就推倒
[01:37.111]就像我已经分崩离析
[01:40.609]在过山车的顶端 即将一落千丈
[01:43.110]
[01:43.360]当事情都变得最好时 我却成了最糟糕的那个
[01:46.610]若我先伤透自己的心 你就不能再让我心碎
[01:50.110]我想知道事情何时才会好转 痛楚又会有多刻骨铭心
[01:53.573]因为某种程度上我认为这是我应得的 于是
[01:57.074]
[01:57.324]我成了最坏的那个 活成了自己最讨厌的样子
[02:04.074]我从未变得如此糟糕 如此不堪
[02:10.074]
[02:12.324]十指交错 为我祈祷 我愿向死而生
[02:18.824]我发誓 这次会和以前有所不同
[02:24.824]
[02:25.575]当事情都变得最好时 我却成了最糟糕的那个
[02:28.574]若我先伤透自己的心 你就不能再让我心碎
[02:31.825]我想知道事情何时才会好转 痛楚又会有多刻骨铭心
[02:35.574]因为某种程度上我认为这是我应得的 于是
[02:39.074]
[02:39.324]我成了最坏的那个 活成了自己最讨厌的样子
[02:46.074]我从未变得如此糟糕 如此不堪
[02:52.825]
[02:53.086]我成了最坏的那个 活成了自己最讨厌的样子
[02:59.825]我从未变得如此糟糕 如此不堪