歌曲:《Blame On Me》
歌手:Layton Greene
专辑:Tell Ya Story
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《Blame On Me》歌词:
[00:00.000] 作词 : Layton Greene/Shaffer Smith/Golden A. Styles
[00:01.000] 作曲 : Layton Greene/Shaffer Smith/Golden A. Styles
[00:02.04]Mama getting high up in the kitchen
[00:05.12]Daddy wasn't there, he was missing
[00:08.03]Nobody was there to even listen
[00:10.83]I kept all my problems and kept feelings hidden, yeah
[00:13.90]And I put the blame on me
[00:17.23]I put the blame on me
[00:20.65]I put the blame on me
[00:24.70]Only 10 years old
[00:26.87]I'm already numb, yeah my heart's getting cold
[00:30.01]Saw my mama getting weaker, hurt me to my soul
[00:32.93]The only man she loved, how could he do this to his girl
[00:35.80]He put that pistol to her head
[00:37.77]I swear he coulda shot her dead
[00:39.15]Man that liquor made him evil
[00:41.48]I swear that man ain't had no reason
[00:44.15]That shit just turned him to a demon, yeah
[00:47.84]Fast forward a couple years
[00:49.55]I done turned 12
[00:50.86]Living life one hell to the next hell
[00:53.51]I got cousins touching me inappropriately
[00:56.64]And don't nobody believe me when I tell
[00:59.49]When you learn that shit heals, ain't no one to look up to
[01:02.28]And the same people hurting you telling they love you
[01:05.30]Before too long you start believing
[01:07.81]That maybe you're the reason, yeah
[01:11.89]Mama getting high up in the kitchen
[01:14.67]Daddy wasn't there, he was missing
[01:17.63]Nobody was there to even listen
[01:20.40]I kept all my problems and kept feelings hidden, yeah
[01:23.63]And I put the blame on me
[01:26.76]I put the blame on me, yeah
[01:30.97]I put the blame on me
[01:33.20]Age 14 left East St. Louis
[01:37.14]New drama but I really ain't new to it
[01:40.04]Hear 'em laughing at lunchtime and I'm the joke
[01:42.95]Black and white was too black for the white folks
[01:45.97]I can't do nothing 'bout my face
[01:47.60]Feeling all over the place
[01:49.12]Over something I can't control
[01:51.54]**** is wrong with these people?
[01:54.30]Or is it something wrong with me though? Yeah
[01:57.76]Age 16, life's still mean
[02:00.37]Mama fell hard, needed rescuing
[02:03.22]She got a new man, he told her simply
[02:06.14]She could stay with him long as she don't bring me
[02:09.21]I guess she had to make a chose
[02:10.89]Did what she had to do
[02:12.11]Chose him over her own kid
[02:14.63]I don't know what would make her do this
[02:16.86]Had to be something I did, ooh
[02:21.34]Mama getting high up in the kitchen (eh)
[02:24.49]Daddy wasn't there, he was missing (eh)
[02:27.57]Nobody was there to even listen (yeah, yeah)
[02:30.42]I kept all my problems
[02:31.31]And kept feelings hidden, yeah (ooh) yeah
[02:33.62]And I put the blame on me (blame on me)
[02:36.54]I put the blame on me (ooh) yeah
[02:40.70]I put the blame on me (blame on me)
[02:44.13]I was homeless till I turned 18
[02:47.05]Started living with a man I was dating
[02:49.76]Last thing on my mind was graduating
[02:52.69]All about survival and money-making
[02:55.59]Always seemed to escape my reality
[02:58.72]Just tryna play the cards, goddamn me
[03:01.44]Posted myself singing a song 'cause it was on my heart
[03:05.11]When it went viral I was working in Walmart
[03:07.95]I got a new start
[03:11.12]Taking my pain, turning it into art
[03:13.96]Turning bad times into hot sounds
[03:16.75]For the first time where I belong
[03:21.85]20 now, making moves, making money now
[03:26.08]Rainy days hella sunny now
[03:29.06]But every now and then I think about
[03:31.69]Mama getting high up in the kitchen (eh)
[03:34.56]Daddy wasn't there, he was missing (eh)
[03:37.53]Nobody was there to even listen (yeah, yeah)
[03:40.39]I kept all my problems
[03:41.28]And kept feelings hidden, yeah (ooh) yeah
[03:43.95]And I put the blame on me (blame on me)
[03:46.72]I put the blame on me (ooh) yeah
[03:50.42]I put the blame on me (blame on me)
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[00:02.04]妈妈在厨房的泣声愈来愈大
[00:05.12]爸爸不在那里,他很早就不见了
[00:08.03]没人在那能够倾听
[00:10.83]所有的问题闭口不说,所有的感觉深埋于心
[00:13.90]我把因果归于自己
[00:17.23]万千乱事
[00:20.65]因我而起
[00:24.70]年仅10岁
[00:26.87]我早已麻木不仁,心灰意冷
[00:30.01]看见妈妈日渐消瘦,痛感直击灵魂
[00:32.93]那个她曾深爱的人,怎能如此待她
[00:35.80]枪口直指她的头
[00:37.77]我发誓他绝对下得了手
[00:39.15]酒精使他丧失理智
[00:41.48]我发誓他没有任何理由
[00:44.15]那该死的烈酒把他变成了恶魔
[00:47.84]匆匆两年后
[00:49.55]我已12
[00:50.86]生活如同地狱,不见光明
[00:53.51]我的表亲不当的侵犯我
[00:56.64]我说出来,却没有人相信
[00:59.49]当你知道狗改不了吃屎时,也就没有什么长幼尊卑可言
[01:02.28]而那些同样伤害你的人口口声声说着爱你
[01:05.30]不久后,麻木的你开始相信
[01:07.81]一切的因果,就是自己
[01:11.89]妈妈在厨房的泣声愈来愈大
[01:14.67]爸爸不在那里,他很早就不见了
[01:17.63]没人在那能够倾听
[01:20.40]所有的问题闭口不说,所有的感觉深埋于心
[01:23.63]我把因果归于自己
[01:26.76]万千乱事
[01:30.97]因我而起
[01:33.20]14岁离开东圣路易斯
[01:37.14]新的花花世界,对我来说实在算不上新鲜
[01:40.04]午餐时听到他们讥笑,而我就是那个笑话
[01:42.95]中性的肤色对白人来说太“黑”了
[01:45.97]我又能对我的脸动什么手脚
[01:47.60]挫败感充斥着每个角落
[01:49.12]有些事超出我的控制
[01:51.54]这些人是有什么毛病?
[01:54.30]或者说我才是问题所在?也许...
[01:57.76]16岁,生活依旧困苦
[02:00.37]妈妈肩担重任,需要解救
[02:03.22]她有了新的他,他简单的对妈妈说
[02:06.14]“只要不带上你的女儿,我们就能在一起”
[02:09.21]我想妈妈不得不做出选择
[02:10.89]去做她不得不做的事
[02:12.11]择偶弃子
[02:14.63]我不知是什么让她这样决定
[02:16.86]一定又是我吧
[02:21.34]妈妈在厨房的泣声愈来愈大
[02:24.49]爸爸不在那里,他很早就不见了
[02:27.57]没人在那能够倾听
[02:30.42]所有的问题闭口不说
[02:31.31]所有的感觉深埋于心
[02:33.62]我把因果归于自己
[02:36.54]万千乱事
[02:40.70]因我而起
[02:44.13]18岁时,我已经无家可归
[02:47.05]开始和一个男孩约会,共同生活
[02:49.76]最后在我脑海的是从中获得的教育
[02:52.69]都是为了赚钱活命
[02:55.59]似乎总是想要逃离我的现实
[02:58.72]只想玩玩牌,该死的我怎能这样想!
[03:01.44]把我的故事写进唱的歌里,只因一切发自内心
[03:05.11]歌火起来的时候我还在沃尔玛打工
[03:07.95]我开始了新旅程
[03:11.12]拾起伤痛,将其投入创作
[03:13.96]把糟糕的时光化为激情的嗓音歌唱
[03:16.75]唱给我第一次拥有的地方
[03:21.85]现在,我20岁,不断前行,不断挣钱
[03:26.08]曾经阴郁雨天,今已晴空万里
[03:29.06]但如今时常回想
[03:31.69]妈妈在厨房的泣声愈来愈大
[03:34.56]爸爸不在那里,他很早就不见了
[03:37.53]没人在那能够倾听
[03:40.39]所有的问题闭口不说
[03:41.28]所有的感觉深埋于心
[03:43.95]我把因果归于自己
[03:46.72]万千乱事
[03:50.42]因我而起