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[00:01.35]“He just was in so much pain [00:03.21]That he, you know, [00:04.57]took it out on his mom [00:06.02]And took it out on his dad [00:08.06]And took it out on his siblings [00:11.02]But it’s almost like he didn’t— [00:12.90]he didn’t feel worthy [00:14.03]because he was rejected [00:17.90]And I don’t know [00:18.84]how anybody feels with [00:20.06]having your whole family reject you” [00:25.05]“He was searching for [00:26.52] whatever made him feel like [00:29.06] he wasn’t alone [00:30.82]And that he wasn’t so different” [00:33.34]“Well I know that [00:34.63]some people will say that [00:36.82] I treated him maternally, [00:38.87]took care of him [00:40.49]But I like to think that [00:41.24] it was more I was trying to [00:42.11]nurture him rather than take care of him [00:44.28]Trying to nurture [00:45.38] who he was and get him to [00:47.41]let him do his art, [00:48.01] let him do his music [00:49.24]And encourage him [00:49.99]to get better at it [00:50.71] as opposed to trying to stifle him [00:52.51]But also not [00:53.43] trying to be the mom, [00:54.41] but trying to be a nurturing [00:55.65] girlfriend—or friend” [00:59.18]“So who would support him?” [01:00.61]“Me” [01:02.87]“And what would he do all day [01:05.01] while you were at work?” [01:06.56]“It was kind of funny [01:07.68]cause sometimes he would just sit there [01:09.06]and watch TV for four hours [01:09.79]And you’d think [01:10.88] he wasn’t creating [01:12.41]But he’d be playing guitar [01:13.48] while he was doing that [01:14.26] or think of stuff later and then, [01:15.25]you know, [01:15.76]and you go out for a few hours [01:16.49] and you come back [01:17.56]and there’s a painting on the wall [01:18.64] or there’s a big comic strip— [01:19.49]or whatever, [01:20.02]he wrote a song, [01:20.74]you know, recorded it.” [01:54.91]“He hated being humiliated. [01:56.13]He hated it. [01:58.16]And if he ever thought [01:59.30] he was humiliated, [02:01.16]then you’d see the rage come out. [02:03.95] And he was very careful about [02:05.33] and stubborn about [02:07.84] how the way the artwork was presented [02:09.89] because he didn’t want to be humiliated.” [02:13.20] [02:13.62]“He’s home. [02:15.57]And he comes downstairs in his little [02:17.64]whitey tighties. [02:18.12]No shirt. Barefoot. [02:18.81]Up and in his undies. [02:20.62]And uh—hairy dong coming out. [02:21.42]That’s another thing [02:25.41]I got sick of looking out. [02:27.19] And he’s standing there with this tape [02:28.37] in his hand and I go, [02:29.42]‘What’s that?’ [02:29.84]And he goes, [02:30.77]‘It’s the master cut to my new album. [02:31.89]Can I put it on the stereo?’ [02:34.33]And I go, [02:35.44]‘ Yeah! Turn it up. Up, up, up.’ [02:36.37]Cause I listen to music really loud. [02:37.18]And I look at him and I go, [02:40.68]‘Oh my god. Oh my god.’ [02:42.63] And I almost start crying.” [02:44.88] [03:51.05]“It just, every week it got worst. [03:55.34]And sometimes he would come home, [03:57.31] I think to hide. [03:59.89] And it was really bad. [04:01.48] He started getting sores and [04:02.50]losing weight and nodding out. [04:06.48] I was pretty sure he knew I knew. [04:11.77]That I decided one time to [04:12.79]just confront him. [04:16.41]And I went up to his bedroom. [04:18.92]He’s sitting on the side of the bed. [04:20.98]And he was crying [04:22.73]because I had just arrived. [04:25.49]And he knew [04:26.97] it was breaking my heart. [04:28.90]That I—and I talked to him about it. [04:32.37]And he burst into tears. [04:33.54] And he was just ashamed." [04:51.04] [04:55.26]...end [by:海之圆] [00:01.35]“他历经蹉跎 [00:03.21]他 你知晓 [00:04.57]离母 [00:06.02]离父 [00:08.06]无姊无兄 [00:11.02]一无所有 [00:12.90]无望 [00:14.03]无助 [00:17.90]我不知道 [00:18.84]孤独何感 [00:20.06]家人反对” [00:25.05]“他只是寻觅 [00:26.52]一切 [00:29.06]让他不孤独的 [00:30.82]让他不离群的东西” [00:33.34]“我知道 [00:34.63]人们背议 [00:36.82]我待他如子 [00:38.87]关心备至 [00:40.49]但我觉得 [00:41.24]我试图养育他 [00:42.11]而非照顾他 [00:44.28]试着支持他 [00:45.38]帮他寻找自我 [00:47.41]尊重他的艺术 [00:48.01]尊重他的音乐 [00:49.24]鼓励他的心灵 [00:49.99]让他充满力量 [00:50.71]而非压抑他的天性 [00:52.51]但 [00:53.43]也要待他亲切 [00:54.41]尽力抚育 [00:55.65]成为他的朋友” [00:59.18]“谁在支持他？” [01:00.61]“我” [01:02.87]“他一天都在做什么 [01:05.01]当你工作的时候？” [01:06.56]“有点有趣 [01:07.68]因为他只是待着 [01:09.06]看数小时电视 [01:09.79]你想啊 [01:10.88]他不会创作 [01:12.41]但他爱吉他 [01:13.48]当他如此 [01:14.26]或时而思考这些事情的时候， [01:15.25]你知道， [01:15.76]你在外多时 [01:16.49]当回来时 [01:17.56]墙上有着涂鸦 [01:18.64]搞笑线条— [01:19.49]无论无何， [01:20.02]他写了歌， [01:20.74]你知道，我录了下来.” [01:54.91]“他觉得自己备受羞辱. [01:56.13]他讨厌这样. [01:58.16]如果他不乱想 [01:59.30]不会这样， [02:01.16]你会看到他发火 [02:03.95]他也小心 [02:05.33]固执认为 [02:07.84]表现的艺术 [02:09.89]不想自我蒙羞." [02:13.62]“他在家 [02:15.57]下楼时 [02:17.64]仅有内裤. [02:18.12]赤身裸脚 [02:18.81]不整洁 [02:20.62]发不正 [02:21.42]无他物 [02:25.41]我看着不适 [02:27.19]他就这样拿着磁带站着 [02:28.37]我我问他： [02:29.42]‘这是什么？’ [02:29.84]他回答， [02:30.77]‘这是我的新专辑 [02:31.89]我能放给你听吗？’ [02:34.33]我说：`当然， [02:35.44]放大声点！' [02:36.37]声漫耳蜗 [02:37.18]看着他， [02:40.68]‘上帝 上帝’ [02:42.63]我近乎哭泣.” [03:51.05]"就像，每周如此. [03:55.34]有时他会回来 [03:57.31]我想藏起来 [03:59.89]真的糟糕 [04:01.48]他的身体变得疼痛 [04:02.50]日渐消瘦 [04:06.48]我深信他知道我了解 [04:11.77]我第一时间 [04:12.79]仅仅是面对他 [04:16.41]我去了他的房间 [04:18.92]他只是坐在床头 [04:20.98]他在哭泣 [04:22.73]我才来 [04:25.49]他知道 [04:26.97]我的心碎了 [04:28.90]我与他促膝长谈 [04:32.37]他泪如雨下 [04:33.54]他只是很羞愧 [04:55.26]....结束