歌曲:《The Search (Edit)》
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[00:00.000] 作词 : Nate Feuerstein/Tommee Profitt
[00:00.535] 作曲 : Nate Feuerstein/Tommee Profitt
[00:01.71]Hey Nate, how's life?
[00:04.45]I don’t know, it's alright
[00:06.21]I've been dealin’ with some things like every human being
[00:08.40]And really didn't sleep much last night (Last night)
[00:10.51]I'm sorry, that's fine
[00:12.16]I just think I need a little me time
[00:14.08]I just think I need a little free time
[00:16.12]Little break from the shows and the bus rides (Bus rides), yeah
[00:18.76]Last year I had a breakdown
[00:20.13]Thoughts tellin' me I'm lost, gettin' too loud
[00:22.03]Had to see a therapist and I found out
[00:23.92]Somethin' funny’s goin’ on up in my house
[00:25.98]Yeah, started thinkin' maybe I should move out
[00:27.98]You know, pack my car, take a new route
[00:30.07]Clean up my yard, get the noose out
[00:31.99]Hang up my heart, let it air out (Air out)
[00:34.19]I’ve been searchin'
[00:35.58]What does that mean, Nate? I've been learning
[00:37.40]Grabbin' my keepsakes, leavin’ my burdens
[00:39.32]Well, I brought a few with me, I'm not perfect
[00:41.32]Lookin' at the view like this concerns me
[00:43.32]Pickin' up the cues, right? I'm quite nervous
[00:45.35]Hate it when I lose sight, life gets blurry
[00:47.31]And things might hurt me
[00:48.35]It's prolly gonna be a long journey, but hey! (But hey!)
[00:50.89]It's worth it though
[00:51.83]Cold world out there, kids, grab your coats
[00:53.53]Been a minute, I know, now I'm back to roam
[00:55.64]Lookin' for the antidote to crack the code
[00:57.57]Pretty vivid; I admit it, I'm in classic mode
[00:59.57]Don't need pity given to me but I can't condone
[01:01.53]Talkin' down to me, I'ma have to crack your nose
[01:03.52]For crackin' jokes
[01:04.38]I'm lookin' for the map to hope, you seen it? (You seen it?)
[01:06.45]Been makin' a whole lot of changes
[01:07.98]Wrote a song about that, you should play it
[01:09.92]I get scared when I walk on these stages
[01:11.94]I look at the crowd and see so many faces, yeah
[01:14.55]That's when I start to get anxious
[01:15.92]That's when my thoughts can be dangerous
[01:17.99]That's when I put on my makeup and drown in self-hatred
[01:20.89]Forget what I'm saying, and
[01:22.39]Where'd the beat go?
[01:24.28]Oh, ain't that somethin'?
[01:26.08]Drums came in, you ain't see that comin'
[01:27.80]Hands on my head, can't tell me nothin'
[01:29.72]Got a taste of the fame, and it pumped my stomach
[01:31.68]Throw it back up like I don't want it
[01:33.69]Wipe my face, clean up my vomit
[01:35.75]OCD, tryna push my buttons
[01:37.68]I said don't touch it, now y'all done it
[01:40.17]I can be critical, never typical
[01:41.45]Intricate with every syllable, I'm a criminal
[01:43.23]Intimate, but never political, pretty visual
[01:45.31]Even if you hate it, I'll make it feel like you're in it though
[01:47.48]You call me what you wanna, but never call me forgettable
[01:49.27]Leave you deep in thought, I could never swim in the kiddie pool
[01:51.40]Way that I been thinkin' this cinematic is beautiful
[01:53.31]Man, I don't know if I'm makin' movies or music videos
[01:55.60](Videos, videos)
[01:56.34]Yeah, the sales can rise
[01:57.68]Doesn't mean much though when your health declines
[01:59.61]See, we've all got somethin' that we trapped inside
[02:01.57]That we try to suffocate, you know, hopin' it dies
[02:03.61]Try to hold it underwater but it always survives
[02:05.62]Then it comes up out of nowhere like an evil surprise
[02:07.63]Then it hovers over you to tell you millions of lies
[02:09.60]You don't relate to that? Must not be as crazy as I am
[02:11.80]The point I'm makin' is the mind is a powerful place
[02:13.65]And what you feed it can affect you in a powerful way
[02:15.58]It's pretty cool, right? Yeah, but it's not always safe
[02:17.59]Just hang with me, this'll only take a moment, okay?
[02:19.65]Just think about it for a second, if you look at your face
[02:21.53]Every day when you get up and think you'll never be great
[02:23.48]You'll never be great—not because you're not, but the hate
[02:25.78]Will always find a way to cut you up and murder your faith (Woo!)
[02:28.06]I am developin', take a look at the benefits
[02:29.66]Nothin' to meddle with, I can never be delicate
[02:31.63]Am I even relevant? That depends how you measure it
[02:33.75]Take a measurement, then bag it up and give me the evidence
[02:35.76]It's pretty evident; dependable can never be tentative
[02:37.55]I'm a gentleman, depending on if I think you're genuine
[02:39.79]Pretty elegant but not afraid to tell you to get a grip
[02:41.69]Proper etiquette, I keep it to myself when I celebrate, ah!
[02:44.11]It's that time again
[02:45.75]Better grab your balloons and invite your friends
[02:47.72]Seatbelts back on, yeah, strap 'em in
[02:49.62]Look at me, everybody, I'm smilin' big
[02:51.66]On a road right now that I can't predict
[02:53.63]Tell me "Tone that down," but I can't resist
[02:55.58]Y'all know that sound, better raise your fists
[02:57.67]The search begins, I'm back, so enjoy the trip, huh (Huh, huh)
[03:01.37]
[by:lost_bowhere]
[00:01.71]"内森,活得可好?"
[00:04.45]食之无味,弃之可惜
[00:06.21]我只是与他人一样面对不断变异的问题
[00:08.40]度过又一个清醒的夜晚
[00:10.51]"我很遗憾" 大可不必
[00:12.16]我只是需要一些独处
[00:14.08]我只是需要一点自由
[00:16.12]在舞台上的表演与舞台间的奔波外调整一下
[00:18.76]去年我的疯狂逃脱了我的控制
[00:20.13]怀疑我已经迷失的低语已演变为呐喊
[00:22.03]看完心理医生后,我察觉
[00:23.92]心房深处划过一丝诡异的波澜
[00:25.98]我也许应该为内心换个住处
[00:27.98]你懂得,装满车,换条路
[00:30.07]清理下后院,拿走那条绞索
[00:31.99]不再干涉我的心灵,让它自由呼吸
[00:34.19]我在寻找。。。
[00:35.58]"寻找什么?内森"我在学习取舍
[00:37.40]取走生活给我的赐礼,舍去生活给我的累赘
[00:39.32]当然,我依旧与魔鬼为伴,我并非圣贤
[00:41.32]台下此起彼伏,好像我在为他们说唱
[00:43.32]上台的提示音已经响起?我承认我的内心的确波动
[00:45.35]我憎恨那些盲目的时刻,生活的重心就此流离
[00:47.31]潜在的危险在暗处成型
[00:48.35]前途也许艰难,但回首过去
[00:50.89]未来值得一行
[00:51.83]家外冰冷,孩子,披上你的外衣
[00:53.53]我承认我曾徘徊不前,但我已重返亡途,
[00:55.64]去追寻解开心灵乱麻的救赎
[00:57.57]栩栩如生?我承认这种坎坷经典得老套
[00:59.57]我不需要善者的怜悯,但我也不会任由恶人嘲讽
[01:01.53]想打击我的执着,我会听着你的"笑话"
[01:03.52]把你打成笑话
[01:04.38]我在寻找希望的藏宝图,懂了吗?
[01:06.45]我已经历了很多变化,
[01:07.98]写过一首歌,也许你该弹弹它的心境
[01:09.92]迈上舞台的是跨出恐惧的一步
[01:11.94]我盯着人群和各式各样的面孔
[01:14.55]紧张的情绪在欢呼声中发酵
[01:15.92]我的思想在这份激动中渐渐疯狂
[01:17.99]我戴上魔鬼的面具,在自我憎恶中沉溺
[01:20.89]忘记我的自白,然后。。
[01:22.39]音乐何在!?
[01:24.28]哈哈,那份爆炸性的停顿
[01:26.08]鼓声闯入你的耳膜,带来预料之外的冲击
[01:27.80]双手护头无法告诉我枪声何在
[01:29.72]出名的滋味我已品尝,接着我就奔去洗胃
[01:31.68]将其扔回乱麻好像我并没有对它上瘾
[01:33.69]擦干我的脸面,清理我的秽物
[01:35.75]重复的欲望拿着钥匙在囚笼旁挑逗
[01:37.68]我的警告在舞台的躁动中渐息,我的疯狂被粉丝的尖叫释放
[01:40.17]我可以左右世界,我绝不会墨守成规
[01:41.45]用错综的音节编织心神的骗局,我是万众景仰的罪犯
[01:43.23]心灵的共鸣,并非政治默契,而是一场对视
[01:45.31]即便你选择憎恨,也只代表你憎恨镜中的自我
[01:47.48]无论你将我看作天使或是魔鬼,你已被我左右
[01:49.27]你自己在思想之池中寻找答案吧,我无法在这么浅的深度游泳
[01:51.40]我的思维太过跌宕起伏,充满华丽的转折
[01:53.31]我已分不清我在拍摄电影还是制作MV
[01:55.60]
[01:56.34]事业可以蒸蒸日上
[01:57.68]当你心理扭曲时又有何用
[01:59.61]我们都有囚禁在心灵深处的阴影
[02:01.57]那些我们想要扼杀的思绪,你懂得,溺至死亡
[02:03.61]想要把它摁在死海里但它依旧存活
[02:05.62]它总是从某个角落浮出水面,好像来自某个暗流的惊喜
[02:07.63]然后它用万千谎言重塑你的认知
[02:09.60]你没法与我的描述产生共鸣?看来你还没我疯狂
[02:11.80]重点在于:思维存在自我强化的倾向
[02:13.65]你种下的想法可能长成参天大树
[02:15.58]感觉不错,哈?取决于你种的是啥
[02:17.59]跟上我思考的节奏,给你个几秒的"鸡汤"
[02:19.65]身临其境一下,假设你每天起床
[02:21.53]在镜中看到一个没有未来的人
[02:23.48]你的未来没有希望--- 并非因为注定如此,
[02:25.78]而是那份戾气总能撕裂你的伤口,抹杀你的信心
[02:28.06]我的成名之路渐行渐远,看看它给我的"收益”
[02:29.66]没有改变的方法,我永远无法做到真正的脆弱
[02:31.63]还是我在说唱吗?取决于你对比重的计算
[02:33.75]算算歌中魔鬼与我的占比,将结论封存给我当作证据
[02:35.76]证据确凿;嗯,能用作判断的依据来驱走我的疑虑
[02:37.55]我绅士与否,在于你是否真诚
[02:39.79]足够优雅吧,但我会直接告诉你控制下自己
[02:41.69]适宜的礼节?我在庆祝时用来尊重自我
[02:44.11]那个出笼的时刻又将到来
[02:45.75]拿好你的气球,邀请你的朋友
[02:47.72]系好安全带准备开嗨
[02:49.62]观众们,看看我,我的笑容多么灿烂
[02:51.66]在一条未知之路渐行渐远
[02:53.63]叫我调低音量但我不能自已
[02:55.58]你们熟悉那个旋律,举起你们的拳头
[02:57.67]刚欲寻我,我已归来,乐途愉快!