LA Who Am I To Love You歌词 歌手Lana Del Rey-专辑LA Who Am I To Love You (From The Audiobook “Violet Bent Backwards Over The Grass”)-单

[00:00.000] 作词 : Lana Del Rey [00:01.000] 作曲 : Lana Del Rey/Jack Antonoff [00:09.835]I left my city for San Francisco [00:12.786]Took a free ride off a billionaire's jet [00:16.796]L.A, I'm from nowhere, who am I to love you? [00:20.020]L.A, I've got nothing, who am I to love you when I'm feeling this way and I've got nothing to offer? [00:25.814]L.A, not quite the city that never sleeps [00:29.565]Not quite the city that wakes, but the city that dreams, for sure [00:33.656]If by dreams you mean in nightmares [00:37.283] [00:38.555]L.A, I'm a dreamer, but I'm from nowhere, who am I to dream? [00:41.683]L.A, I'm upset, I have complaints, listen to me [00:45.388]They say I came from money and I didn't, and I didn't even have love, and it's unfair [00:50.069]L.A, I sold my life rights for a big check and I'm upset [00:53.706]And now I can't sleep at night and I don't know why [00:56.184]Plus, I love Saks, so why did I do that when I know it won't last? [00:59.413] [01:00.620]L.A, I picked San Francisco because the man who doesn't love me lives there [01:04.070]L.A, I'm pathetic, but so are you, can I come home now? [01:07.565]Daughter to no one, table for one [01:09.857]Party of thousands of people I don't know at Delilah where my ex-husband works [01:13.999]I'm sick of this, but can I come home now? [01:16.015]Mother to no one, private jet for one [01:18.966]Back home to the Tudor house that borned a thousand murder plots [01:22.763]Hancock Park, it's treated me very badly and resentful [01:27.398]The witch on the corner, the neighbor nobody wanted [01:31.063]The reason for Garcetti's extra security [01:33.419] [01:34.287]L.A, I know I'm bad, but I have nowhere else to go, could I come home now? [01:38.556]I never had a mother, will you let me make the sun my own for now, and the ocean my son? [01:45.065]I'm quite good at tending to things despite my upbringing, can I raise your mountains? [01:49.550]I promise to keep them greener, make them my daughters, teach them about fire, warn them about water [01:54.884]I'm lonely, L.A, can I come home now? [01:56.747] [01:58.175]I left my city for San Francisco [01:59.954]And I'm writing from the Golden Gate Bridge [02:01.774]But it's not going as I planned [02:03.593]I took a free ride off a billionaire and brought my typewriter and promised myself that I would stay but [02:08.844]It's just not going the way that I thought [02:13.663]It's not that I feel different, and I don't mind that it's not hot [02:16.687]It's just that I belong to no one, which means there's only one place for me [02:21.146]The city not quite awake, the city not quite asleep [02:25.226]The city that's still deciding how good it can be [02:29.388] [02:29.844]And also [02:31.962]I can't sleep without you [02:35.193]No one's ever really held me like you [02:37.605]Not quite tightly, but certainly I feel your body next to me [02:41.976]Smoking next to me [02:43.627]Vaping lightly next to me [02:46.187]And I love that you love the neon lights like me [02:50.241]Orange in the distance [02:52.162]We both love that [02:54.540]And I love that we have that in common [02:57.431]Also, neither one of us can go back to New York [02:59.557]For you are unmoving [03:02.075]As for me, it won't be my city again until I'm dead [03:06.588]**** the New York Post [03:08.274] [03:09.810]L.A, who am I to need you when I've needed so much, asked for so much? [03:13.540]But what I've been given, I'm not sure yet [03:16.930]I may never know that either until I'm dead [03:19.973]For now though, what I do know [03:22.018]Is although I don't deserve you [03:24.297]Not you at your best and your splendor [03:26.504]With towering eucalyptus trees that sway in my dominion [03:30.490]Not you at your worst [03:31.649]Totally on fire, unlivable, unbreathable, I need you [03:34.946] [03:36.142]You see, I have no mother [03:38.202]And you do [03:40.587]A continental shelf [03:43.424]A larger piece of land from where you came [03:45.750]And I? [03:47.181]I'm an orphan [03:48.973]A little seashell that rests upon your native shores [03:52.818]One of many, for sure [03:55.003]But because of that, I surely must love you closely to the most of anyone [03:59.467] [04:00.506]For that reason, let me love you [04:02.953]Don't mind my desperation [04:04.842]Let me hold you, not just for vacation [04:07.858]But for real and for forever [04:10.456]Make it real life [04:11.915]Let me be a real wife to you [04:14.515]Girlfriend, lover, mother, friend [04:17.116]I adore you [04:18.396]Don't be put off by my quick-wordedness [04:20.734]I'm generally quite quiet [04:22.664]Quite a meditator, actually [04:24.939]I'll do very well down by Paramhansa Yogananda's realization center, I'm sure [04:29.712]I promise you'll barely even notice me [04:31.991]Unless you want to notice me [04:34.048]Unless you prefer a rambunctious child [04:35.895]In which case, I can turn it on, too [04:38.122]I'm quite good on the stage as you may know [04:41.224]You might have heard of me [04:42.377] [04:43.717]So either way, I'll fit in just fine [04:46.487]So just love me by doing nothing [04:49.096]And perhaps, by not shaking the county line [04:52.433]I'm yours if you'll have me [04:55.183]But regardless, you're mine [00:09.835]我离开我的城市 去往旧金山 [00:12.786]坐上了百万富翁的免费航班 [00:16.796]洛城 来自无名小镇的我凭什么去爱你 [00:20.020]洛城 我已一无所有 每当我这样感受时 我有什么资格去爱你 我已没有什么可以为你奉献 [00:25.814]洛城 从来不是供人们安逸好眠的都市 [00:29.565]也不是让人们清醒着煎熬的城市 而是属于做梦家的圣地 这毋庸置疑 [00:33.656]若你口中的梦是噩梦绵绵 [00:37.283] [00:38.555]洛城 我便是来自无名之地的追梦者 这样的梦想家又有什么资格去爱你 [00:41.683]洛城 我满腹牢骚 一蹶不振 请聆听我的抱怨吧 [00:45.388]他们都说我的成功是金钱堆砌的虚荣 但我并非他们所言，因为我甚至连爱也未曾拥有 这太不公平 [00:50.069]洛城 我已经将自己的灵魂透支为大额支票 但我却不曾快乐 [00:53.706]夜不能寐 而我不知为何 [00:56.184]另外 我深爱着Zac 明知这份感情不会延续的我又为何执着去爱 [00:59.413] [01:00.620]洛城 我宁愿选择旧金山 因为那个不爱我的男人就定居在那儿 [01:04.070]洛城 我如此可悲 但你也逃不过如此命运 现在我能否回到我的港湾 [01:07.565]没有人将我视作心爱女儿 没有人与我晚餐时共席 [01:09.857]无数陌生人的狂欢 在那个前夫工作的黛利拉酒吧 [01:13.999]我已厌倦这一切 现在的我能否归家 [01:16.015]没有人将我视作慈母 孤身一人的私人飞机 [01:18.966]回到那个孕育无数谋杀情节的都铎小屋 [01:22.763]汉考克公园 待我就如异乡人一般糟糕且愤慨 [01:27.398]没有人想要和角落里阴暗的女巫共居在同一个街区 [01:31.063]她就是加西提提出额外防护的理由 [01:33.419] [01:34.287]洛城 我知道我是个糟糕的人 但我已走投无路 现在我能否回到我的港湾 [01:38.556]我从未拥有过母爱 能否允许我片刻将太阳占为己有 把大海当做自己的孩子 [01:45.065]尽管我没有拥有美好的童年 我却学会了待人接物，能否让我养育你的群山 [01:49.550]我保证我让他们更加青翠 把她们当做我自己的女儿 教会她们火的危险 警告她们用水的安全 [01:54.884]洛城 我如此孤独 现在我能否归家 [01:56.747] [01:58.175]我离开我的城市 去往旧金山 [01:59.954]而现在我的命运就如金门大桥被书写 [02:01.774]这并不是我所计划的模样 [02:03.593]让那位百万富翁载我免费一程 我带来我的打字机 写下我永不离开的誓言 [02:08.844]而这并不是我所期望的发展 [02:13.663]并不是因为我自认与众不同 我其实并不在乎这样的话题 [02:16.687]只是因为我不属于任何人 这意味着世间只有一个地方是我的归宿 [02:21.146]这城市从未苏醒 又从未眠去 [02:25.226]它却依旧决定着世间完美的定义 [02:29.388] [02:29.844]然而 [02:31.962]离开了你 我无法安心睡去 [02:35.193]从未有人能够像你拥抱着我 [02:37.605]并不紧的拥抱 却可以清楚感受到你的身体与我在靠近 [02:41.976]在我身边抽着烟 [02:43.627]轻轻吞吐着烟雾 [02:46.187]我爱你 因为你同我一样也爱这斑斓的霓虹 [02:50.241]在远处看便是温暖的橙色 [02:52.162]我们都爱那耀眼的霓虹 [02:54.540]我爱你我二人都能有这样的偏好 [02:57.431]我们都再也回不到纽约城 [02:59.557]因为你定心已决 [03:02.075]而对于我 除非我死去 纽约城也不是再是我的城市 [03:06.588]去他的纽约报谈吧 [03:08.274] [03:09.810]洛城 我有什么资格去爱你 当我需要的如此之多 索求的如此之多 [03:13.540]而我向你付出的 我却不敢肯定 [03:16.930]或许至死我也不会知道 [03:19.973]至少现在 我所清楚的 [03:22.018]是我不配拥有你 [03:24.297]就算你已辉煌不再 不是最好的模样 [03:26.504]那高大的桉树树梢 却摇曳在我的领土 [03:30.490]就算是你不是最糟糕的模样 [03:31.649]哪怕四周起火 无法生存 让人窒息 我也需要你 [03:34.946] [03:36.142]我从未体会过母亲的慈爱 [03:38.202]而你却拥有 [03:40.587]一整片大陆将你保护 [03:43.424]从你所来的那个地方 有一片更大的陆地 [03:45.750]而我呢 [03:47.181]我是被遗弃的孤儿 [03:48.973]如同一片小小的贝壳 躺在属于你的海岸上 [03:52.818]不过是沧海一粟 [03:55.003]仅仅因为如此 我便能肯定自己爱你胜过世间的绝大多数 [03:59.467] [04:00.506]只因为这一个原因 请让我爱你 [04:02.953]不要在意我的绝望 [04:04.842]让我怀抱着你 不只是为了这假日 [04:07.858]而是真切的将你拥入 直到永远 [04:10.456]让幻想成为我真实的生活 [04:11.915]让我成为你真正的妻子 [04:14.515]女友、情人、母亲或挚友 [04:17.116]让我将你仰慕 [04:18.396]别因为我过快的语速将我疏远 [04:20.734]大多数时间我都安静不语 [04:22.664]就像一名沉思者 [04:24.939]在Paramhansa Yogananda冥想中心时 我也可以一切都表现得很好 [04:29.712]我保证你几乎不会注意到我 [04:31.991]除非你本就是为了将我寻觅 [04:34.048]除非你偏爱喧闹的孩童 [04:35.895]若是出于此般缘由 我可以让你为我而兴奋 [04:38.122]正如你所知 在舞台上的我完美无瑕 [04:41.224]可能你也曾听闻过我 [04:42.377] [04:43.717]所以同样的 我也能完美与你相称 [04:46.487]就这样爱我吧 以什么都不做的方式 [04:49.096]或许以不再动摇这县界的方式 [04:52.433]只要你能够将我拥有 我便永远与你相随 [04:55.183]而不管怎样 你独属于我