Several Years歌词 歌手Sik World-专辑Several Years-单曲《Several Years》LRC歌词下载

[00:15.945]Lately, all I feel is pain [00:17.642]Feels like my heart doesn't beat the same [00:19.437]I wanna give up and I just feel stuck in a life that I know I cannot change [00:23.507]I'm really lonely and feel drained [00:25.358]Sometimes I feel like a mistake [00:27.156]I just sit and dwell in my trauma, my life's full of problems, I feel like I might break [00:31.078]Try to move on, but I just can't [00:32.839]Breakdown after breakdown [00:33.929]And, somedays, I wish I could run away just to escape and feel at ease even if it means one day [00:38.985]Where did my life go wrong? [00:40.438]I was a happy teen and now I'm in the dark [00:42.392]Who's sad as hell and always at a loss [00:44.223]No one could tell I'm drowning in my thoughts [00:46.236]I'm still lost tryna find purposе [00:48.112]After all these yеars, I'm still searching [00:50.036]Hope you forgive me for being a burden [00:51.949]Self-love is something that I'm still learning [00:53.951]And I know I lie when I tell you I'm fine [00:55.866]'Cause nobody knows I'm struggling inside [00:58.291]Sorry if you see me cry [01:00.235]It's just I finally realized [01:01.710]It's been several years [01:05.061]Since I felt okay [01:07.276]I'm losing my way and [01:09.396]It's been several years [01:12.790]Since I've been on meds [01:15.041]I still feel depressed and [01:17.107]It's been several years [01:20.496]Since I felt alive [01:22.664]There's no tears to cry and [01:24.839]It's been several years [01:28.244]Since I had a friend [01:30.542]They came and went [01:33.155]Lately, I feel so depressed [01:35.012]Tried to get help, but I'm still a mess [01:37.402]I don't ever rest, I guess I'm stressed [01:38.964]Got my head down, hands gripping on my neck [01:41.063]Did I take my last breath? [01:42.904]Did I walk my last step? [01:44.569]I'm alive, but inside I am dead [01:45.992]Look, I lied, I'm not fine 'cause my mind is a wreck [01:48.155]I saw pictures of me in elementary [01:49.859]I don't remember teachers ever telling me [01:51.898]I'd be an adult who senses people's energy [01:53.790]Being an impact, attract souls who lack empathy [01:55.825]When I look back, my past brings back bad memories [01:57.714]Plus, it's so sad, I had to withstand everything [01:59.509]I felt my last ex thought, you stand next to me [02:01.563]You stabbed my back and that hurt me bad mentally [02:03.582]It definitely changed me, but I forgive you [02:06.003]I understand now that you had your own issues [02:07.933]Your fear of abandonment really convinced you [02:09.887]That you weren't enough of the love I would give you [02:11.850]I tried, but I broke myself tryna fix you [02:13.771]And now I feel hurt that you couldn't commit to [02:15.729]Me or the love I would give you [02:17.581]Nobody knows what I've been through [02:19.319]It's been several years [02:22.520]Since I felt okay [02:24.724]I'm losing my way and [02:26.758]It's been several years [02:30.208]Since I've been on meds [02:32.374]I still feel depressed and [02:34.535]It's been several years [02:37.878]Since I felt alive [02:39.993]There's no tears to cry and [02:42.193]It's been several years [02:45.681]Since I had a friend [02:47.906]That came and went [by:Lil-Mayrain] [00:15.945]近来，我能感受到了尽是苦痛 [00:17.642]我的心跳已不是原来的节奏 [00:19.437]我想要放弃，被困在无法改变的生活中 [00:23.507]很孤独，很无力 [00:25.358]有时觉得这就是个错误 [00:27.156]浸于创伤，充满矛盾，随时崩溃 [00:31.078]试着继续前行，我做不到 [00:32.839]崩溃又崩溃 [00:33.929]有些日子，我希望可以逃离，哪怕是一天 [00:38.985]我的生活是从哪开始脱轨的 [00:40.438]曾经是一个快乐的少年，现在我陷入了黑暗 [00:42.392]是谁悲伤得要死，总是不知所措 [00:44.223]没人能说出，唯独我一人沉浸在消极的想法中 [00:46.236]我仍然迷茫着，想找出因果 [00:48.112]这些年，一直在寻找中 [00:50.036]希望你原谅我是一个负担 [00:51.949]学着自爱 [00:53.951]我自己清楚“我没事”是一句假话 [00:55.866]因为没有知道在里面苦苦挣扎 [00:58.291]如果你看到了我哭泣，很抱歉 [01:00.235]最终我明白了 [01:01.710]这几年 [01:05.061]自从我觉得这没什么 [01:07.276]就失去了前进的道路 [01:09.396]很多年了 [01:12.790]即使我一直在吃药 [01:15.041]但我仍旧感到抑郁 [01:17.107]很多年了 [01:20.496]即使我仍旧能感受到自己的存在 [01:22.664]欲哭无泪 [01:24.839]很多年了 [01:28.244]即使我仍旧拥有朋友 [01:30.542]来来往往 [01:33.155]近来，我感到低沉 [01:35.012]尝试寻求帮助，但还是一团糟 [01:37.402]我不休息，我猜压力是必需品吧 [01:38.964]我低下头，双手紧抓着脖子 [01:41.063]刚才是最后的呼吸吗 [01:42.904]刚才是我走的最后一步吗 [01:44.569]表面上我活着，但我的内心其实已死 [01:45.992]看吧，我撒谎了，我很不好，因为我的精神崩溃了 [01:48.155]我看到了小学时的照片 [01:49.859]我不记得老师曾经告诉过我 [01:51.898]我会成为一个能够感知人们正能量的成年人 [01:53.790]做一个有影响力的人，吸引那些缺乏同理心的人 [01:55.825]当我回首往事时，总是勾起不好的回忆 [01:57.714]而且，这太糟糕了，我必须承受一切 [01:59.509]我感觉到我最后的前任在想，你就站在我身边 [02:01.563]你刺伤了我的心，这让我精神上很受伤 [02:03.582]这确实改变了我，但我原谅你 [02:06.003]我现在明白了，你有你自己的问题 [02:07.933]你对被遗弃的恐惧确信无疑 [02:09.887]你说我给你的爱还不够 [02:11.850]我试过了，但为你，我毁了自己 [02:13.771]现在我为你不能遵守承诺而感到伤心 [02:15.729]我或者我给你的爱 [02:17.581]没人知道我经历了什么 [02:19.319]很多年了 [02:22.520]自从我觉得这没什么 [02:24.724]就失去了前进的道路 [02:26.758]很多年了 [02:30.208]即使我一直在吃药 [02:32.374]但我仍旧感到抑郁 [02:34.535]很多年了 [02:37.878]即使我仍旧能感受到自己的存在 [02:39.993]欲哭无泪 [02:42.193]很多年了 [02:45.681]即使我仍旧拥有朋友 [02:47.906]来来往往