歌曲:《Stan (Recorded at Spotify Studios NYC)》
歌手:Alec Benjamin
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《Stan (Recorded at Spotify Studios NYC)》歌词:
[00:01.226] My tea's gone cold
[00:02.238] I'm wondering why I got out of bed at all
[00:06.942] The morning rain cloud touched my window
[00:09.924] And I can't see at all
[00:12.696] And even if I could it would all be gray
[00:16.223] I put your picture on my wall
[00:18.344] It reminds me that it's not so bad it's not so bad
[00:23.948] Dear Slim I wrote you but you
[00:25.567] Still ain't callin'
[00:26.542] I left my cell my pager and
[00:27.802] My home phone at the bottom
[00:29.395] I sent two letters back in
[00:30.498] Autumn you must not've got 'em
[00:32.301] There probably was a problem
[00:33.447] At the post office or somethin'
[00:35.042] Sometimes I scribble addresses too sloppy when I jot 'em
[00:37.680] But anyways f**k it what's been up man how's your daughter
[00:41.069] My girlfriend's pregnant too I'm 'bout to be a father
[00:43.559] If I have a daughter guess what I'ma call her
[00:46.306] I'ma name her Bonnie
[00:47.316] I read about your Uncle
[00:48.654] Ronnie too I'm sorry
[00:49.661] I had a friend kill himself over
[00:51.270] Some b***h who didn't want him
[00:52.907] I know you probably hear this
[00:54.235] Every day but I'm your biggest fan
[00:56.144] I even got the underground
[00:57.335] S**t that you did with Skam
[00:59.259] I got a room full of your
[01:00.376] Posters and your pictures man
[01:01.645] I like the s**t you did
[01:02.761] With Rawkus too that s**t was phat
[01:04.151] Anyways I hope you get this
[01:05.978] Man hit me back
[01:07.308] Just to chat truly yours
[01:08.633] Your biggest fan this is Stan
[01:10.162] My tea's gone cold
[01:12.600] I'm wondering why I got out of bed at all
[01:16.925] The morning rain cloud touched my window
[01:20.054] And I can't see at all
[01:22.651] And even if I could it would all be gray
[01:25.570] I put your picture on my wall
[01:28.454] It reminds me that it's not so bad
[01:32.402] It's not so bad
[01:34.133] Dear Slim you still ain't called or
[01:35.884] Wrote hope you have a chance
[01:37.277] I ain't mad I just think it's
[01:38.303] F**ked up you don't answer fans
[01:39.813] If you don't wanna to talk
[01:40.908] To me outside your concert
[01:42.324] You didn't have to
[01:43.438] But you coulda signed an autograph for Matthew
[01:45.489] That's my little brother
[01:46.538] Man he's only six years old
[01:47.894] We waited in the blisterin' cold
[01:49.406] For you for four hours
[01:50.410] And you just said no
[01:51.655] That's pretty shitty man
[01:52.976] You're like his f**kin' idol
[01:54.209] He wants to be just like you man
[01:55.631] He likes you more than I do
[01:57.226] I ain't that mad though
[01:58.375] I just don't like being lied to
[01:59.950] Remember when we met in Denver
[02:01.582] You said if I'd write you
[02:02.669] You would write back
[02:03.938] See I'm just like you in a way
[02:05.099] I never knew my father neither
[02:06.699] He used to always cheat
[02:07.797] On my mom and beat her
[02:09.400] I can relate to what you're sayin'
[02:10.799] In your songs
[02:11.731] So when I have a shitty day
[02:12.975] I drift away and put 'em on
[02:14.410] 'Cause I don't really got s**t else
[02:15.871] So that s**t helps when I'm depressed
[02:17.305] I even got a tattoo of your
[02:18.954] Name across the chest
[02:20.455] Sometimes I even cut myself
[02:21.972] To see how much it bleeds
[02:23.324] It's like adrenaline
[02:24.223] The pain is such a sudden rush for me
[02:26.129] See everything you say is real
[02:27.393] And I respect you 'cause you tell it
[02:29.073] My girlfriend's jealous 'cause
[02:30.657] I talk about you 247
[02:32.386] But she don't know you like I know you
[02:34.281] Slim no one does
[02:35.329] She don't know what it was like
[02:36.384] For people like us growin' up
[02:37.587] You gotta call me man
[02:38.774] I'll be the biggest fan you'll ever lose
[02:40.520] Sincerely yours Stan
[02:41.762] PS we should be together too
[02:43.983] My tea's gone cold
[02:45.875] I'm wondering why I got out of bed at all
[02:50.599] The morning rain cloud touched my window
[02:53.378] And I can't see at all
[02:56.253] And even if I could it would all be gray
[02:59.191] I put your picture on my wall
[03:02.104] It reminds me that it's not so bad
[03:05.990] It's not so bad
[03:07.512] And the story isn't over, but I have to tell the truth
[03:09.882] I know I couldn't do it justice, only one who could is you
[03:12.461] Because I idolized you Marshall, and nobody understands
[03:15.924] Maybe I'm a little crazy, maybe I am just like Stan, damn
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[00:01.226]人走茶凉
[00:02.238]我不知道为什么我总是难以入眠
[00:06.942]密雨斜侵
[00:09.924]我什么都看不见
[00:12.696]一片灰暗
[00:16.223]只有墙上你的相片
[00:18.344]还安慰着我似乎一切并不那么糟
[00:23.948]我记着给你写信,Slim
[00:25.567]可你毫无音讯
[00:26.542]我记得我在信尾
[00:27.802]留下了我的地址、姓名和电话
[00:29.395]那个秋日 我在信中写了好多话给你
[00:30.498]可从来没有回音
[00:32.301]大概哪里搞错了吧
[00:33.447]也许是邮局还是别的问题
[00:35.042]有时我老把地址写的很潦草随意
[00:37.680]那又如何呢 你的女儿过得怎么样
[00:41.069]我的女友怀孕了 所以我也快要成为一个父亲了 就像你一样
[00:43.559]要是也是个女孩 你猜我会给她起个什么名字呢
[00:46.306]我会叫她Bonnie吧
[00:47.316]当我知道你的叔叔Ronnie的事情
[00:48.654]我阴郁许久
[00:49.661]我有个哥们 他自杀了
[00:51.270]因为他被一个贱货女人抛弃了
[00:52.907]也许你每天听这样的故事而厌烦
[00:54.235]但我还是忍不住对你讲
[00:56.144]我甚至弄到了
[00:57.335]你和Skam一起创作的地下音乐
[00:59.259]我将我的房间贴满了关于你的一切
[01:00.376]海报 照片 周边
[01:01.645]我迷恋你的音乐
[01:02.761]尤其是和Rawkus合作的曲目
[01:04.151]无论怎样 我真是希望你能看到我写的这些文字
[01:05.978]我渴望着你的回信
[01:07.308]即便是简单的寒暄
[01:08.633]我是Stan 你最最忠实的粉丝
[01:10.162]茶汤渐凉
[01:12.600]我的心也冷了
[01:16.925]雨水击打窗棂
[01:20.054]我的心也蒙上了灰
[01:22.651]仿佛我的世界一片灰暗
[01:25.570]还好有满墙的你的照片
[01:28.454]让我心安一些
[01:32.402]也许没那么糟
[01:34.133]你还是没有回我的信,Slim
[01:35.884]我殷切期盼你的回应
[01:37.277]其实我没有生气
[01:38.303]只是觉得不给歌迷回信还挺让人糟糕的
[01:39.813]如果
[01:40.908]你实在不想在台下理我
[01:42.324]那至少
[01:43.438]应该为Matthew签个名呗
[01:45.489]那是我弟弟
[01:46.538]他只有六岁
[01:47.894]我们在寒风里瑟瑟发抖
[01:49.406]等了好久好久
[01:50.410]可你只是说了声不
[01:51.655]这真让人讨厌
[01:52.976]他竟然还把你当成他的偶像
[01:54.209]他想成为你那样的人
[01:55.631]你比我还要迷恋你
[01:57.226]我没那么生气
[01:58.375]就是讨厌被欺骗的感觉
[01:59.950]我还记得我们在Denver偶遇
[02:01.582]你说要是我写信给你
[02:02.669]你肯定会回信
[02:03.938]看吧 我们在某方面挺相似的
[02:05.099]我从不知道我的父亲是谁
[02:06.699]他总是背着我妈在外面乱搞
[02:07.797]还常常虐待她
[02:09.400]我总是能在你的歌里
[02:10.799]找到我的影子
[02:11.731]于是 那些低沉阴郁的日子里
[02:12.975]我总是听着这些歌飙车
[02:14.410]因为
[02:15.871]只有你的歌能走进我的心
[02:17.305]我甚至
[02:18.954]在胸口纹上了你的名字
[02:20.455]我有时会自残
[02:21.972]来看看我到底能流多少血
[02:23.324]挺刺激的
[02:24.223]那种真实的痛感一阵阵袭来
[02:26.129]是啊你说得都对呢
[02:27.393]我尊重你 因为你愿意说那些话
[02:29.073]连我的女友都在嫉妒你
[02:30.657]因为我无时不刻都在谈论你
[02:32.386]但她一点丢不了解你
[02:34.281]没人能
[02:35.329]他们根本不会懂
[02:36.384]不懂我们这样成长的人
[02:37.587]你得回我
[02:38.774]不然你会失去你最最忠实的粉丝
[02:40.520]你的歌迷 Stan
[02:41.762](我们应该走在一起
[02:43.983]茶水已凉
[02:45.875]辗转反侧 难以入眠
[02:50.599]清晨的雨淅淅沥沥
[02:53.378]我已看不清这个世界
[02:56.253]我的世界是灰色的 就像我的心也是灰色
[02:59.191]唯独那些你的照片
[03:02.104]点亮微光
[03:05.990]温暖着我的心
[03:07.512]故事还没结束 但真相即将揭晓
[03:09.882]我知道我做不到公正地评判 而这只有你能
[03:12.461]因为我十分崇拜你Marshall 也没有人理解我为什么如此痴狂
[03:15.924]也许我有点狂热过头 也许我就是那个 Stan