歌曲:《Headlights》
歌手:Eminem / Nate Ruess
专辑:The Marshall Mathers LP2 (Deluxe)
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《Headlights》歌词:
[00:00.000] 作词 : Ruess, Nathaniel Joseph
[00:00.843] 作曲 : Ruess, Nathaniel Joseph
[00:01.687]【Intro: Nate Ruess】Mom, I know I let you down
[00:18.791]And though you say the days are happy
[00:21.856]Why is the power off and I'm ****ed up?
[00:25.311]And, Mom, I know he's not around
[00:31.439]But don't you place the blame on me
[00:34.784]As you pour yourself another drink, yeah
[00:39.367]I guess we are who we are
[00:45.458]Headlights shining in the dark night, I drive on
[00:52.688]Maybe we took this too far
[00:57.927]【Verse 1: Eminem】I went in headfirst, never thinkin' about who what I said hurt
[01:01.919]In what verse, my mom probably got it the worst
[01:04.103]The brunt of it, but as stubborn as we are, did I take it too far?
[01:08.303]"Cleanin' Out My Closet" and all them other songs
[01:09.976]But regardless, I don't hate you ‘cause, Ma
[01:12.273]You're still beautiful to me, ‘cause you're my mom
[01:14.751]Though far be it from you to be calm
[01:16.688]Our house was Vietnam, Desert Storm
[01:18.743]And both of us put together could form an atomic bomb
[01:21.143]Equivalent to chemical warfare
[01:22.559]And forever we could drag this on and on
[01:25.271]But agree to disagree, that gift for me
[01:27.800]Up under the Christmas tree don't mean s**t to me
[01:29.535]You're kickin' me out? It's 15 degrees
[01:31.287]And it's Christmas Eve, "Little p***k, just leave!"
[01:33.031]Ma, let me grab my ****ing coat!
[01:34.543]Anything to have each other's goats
[01:36.215]Why we always at each other's throats?
[01:37.880]Especially when Dad, he ****ed us both
[01:39.871]We're in the same ****in' boat
[01:41.728]You'd think that'd make us close (nope)
[01:43.199]Further away it drove us, but together, headlights shine
[01:46.040]And a car full of belongings, still got a ways to go
[01:48.520]Back to grandma's house, it's straight up the road
[01:50.743]And I was the man of the house, the oldest
[01:52.623]So my shoulders carried the weight of the load
[01:54.463]Then Nate got taken away by the state at eight years old
[01:57.943]And that's when I realized you were sick
[01:59.935]And it wasn't fixable or changeable
[02:01.631]And to this day we remain estranged, and I hate it though, but—
[02:04.488]【Chorus: Nate Ruess】I guess we are who we are
[02:10.567]Headlights shining in the dark night, I drive on
[02:17.607]Maybe we took this too far
[02:23.695]【Verse 2: Eminem】‘Cause to this day we remain estranged, and I hate it though
[02:27.857]‘Cause you ain't even get to witness your grandbabies grow
[02:30.586]But I'm sorry, Momma, for "Cleanin' Out My Closet"
[02:32.855]At the time I was angry, rightfully? Maybe so
[02:34.639]Never meant that far to take it though
[02:37.311]‘Cause now I know it's not your fault, and I'm not makin' jokes
[02:40.649]That song I no longer play at shows
[02:42.199]And I cringe every time it's on the radio
[02:44.791]And I think of Nathan being placed in a home
[02:46.751]And all the medicine you fed us and
[02:48.559]How I just wanted you to taste your own
[02:50.183]But now the medication's takin' over
[02:53.095]And your mental state's deterioratin' slow
[02:54.975]And I'm way too old to cry, the s**t is painful though
[02:57.202]But, Ma, I forgive you, so does Nathan, yo
[02:59.551]All you did, all you said, you did your best to raise us both
[03:02.975]Foster care, that cross you bear, few may be as heavy as yours
[03:04.711]But I love you, Debbie Mathers
[03:07.871]Oh, what a tangled web we have ‘cause
[03:10.015]One thing I never asked was
[03:12.271]Where the **** my deadbeat dad was
[03:13.271]**** it, I guess he had trouble keepin' up with every address
[03:16.335]But I'da flipped every mattress, every rock and desert cactus
[03:20.135]Owned a collection of maps
[03:21.439]And followed my kids to the edge of the atlas
[03:23.255]If someone ever moved 'em from me
[03:25.855]That you coulda bet your asses
[03:26.375]If I had to come down the chimney, dressed as Santa, kidnap 'em
[03:29.815]And although one has only met their grandma once
[03:32.464]You pulled up in our drive one night
[03:34.471]As we were leavin' to get some hamburgers
[03:36.383]Me, her and Nate, we introduced you, hugged you
[03:38.639]And as you left I had this overwhelming sadness
[03:42.064]Come over me as we pulled off to go our separate paths and
[03:45.327]I saw your headlights as I looked back
[03:47.447]And I'm mad I didn't get the chance to
[03:49.112]Thank you for being my mom and my dad
[03:51.399]So, Mom, please accept this as a
[03:53.159]Tribute; I wrote this on the jet, I guess I had to
[03:55.456]Get this off my chest, I hope I get the chance to
[03:57.263]Lay it 'fore I'm dead, the stewardess said to fasten
[04:00.287]My seatbelt, I guess we're crashin'
[04:02.903]So, if I'm not dreamin', I hope you get this message that
[04:06.064]I will always love you from afar, ‘cause you're my mom
[04:09.167]【Chorus: Nate Ruess】I guess we are who we are
[04:14.911]Headlights shining in the dark night, I drive on
[04:22.079]Maybe we took this too far
[04:27.215]I want a new life (start over)
[04:30.384]One without a cause (clean slate)
[04:33.023]So I'm coming home tonight
[04:36.119]Well, no matter what the cost
[04:40.087]And if the plane goes down
[04:42.784]Or if the crew can't wake me up
[04:45.911]Well, just know that I'm alright
[04:49.159]I was not afraid to die
[04:52.775]Oh, even if there's songs to sing
[04:56.095]Well, my children will carry me
[04:59.711]Just know that I'm alright
[05:02.536]I was not afraid to die
[05:05.599]Because I put my faith in my little girls
[05:10.007]So I'll never say goodbye cruel world
[05:12.415]Just know that I'm alright
[05:15.823]I am not afraid to die
[05:21.016]【Outro: Nate Ruess】I guess we are who we are
[05:27.103]Headlights shining in the dark night, I drive on
[05:36.335]Maybe we took this too far
[05:39.439]I want a new life
[00:01.687]妈,我曾让你失望
[00:18.791]尽管如此你却说那些日子还算欢畅
[00:21.856]可为什么我如此无力又搞砸一切?
[00:25.311]还有妈妈,我知道他不在你身旁,
[00:31.439]可为什么你把那些责备都迁怒到我头上?
[00:34.784]当你又给自己倒上一杯酒,呵,
[00:39.367]我猜原来我们就是这样吧。
[00:45.458]车前灯在黑夜里照亮,我行驶在路上(一语双关:黑夜中有一盏明灯照亮,我在路上),
[00:52.688]也许我们相去甚远越拉越长。
[00:57.927]我独断专行,从没想过我的话会伤害谁
[01:01.919]在那个章节,我对我妈用了最烂的词汇。
[01:04.103]重点是我们一样执拗,难道我离谱地不对?
[01:08.303]就像我在那些歌里做的,比如《清净我的衣柜》
[01:09.976]可无论如何,我对你从未恨过,因为妈,
[01:12.273]我仍然觉得你美丽秀雅,因为你是我妈,
[01:14.751]尽管你总是不能平静一下
[01:16.688]我们的房子就像越南战场,是沙漠里的风暴,
[01:18.743]我们只要在一起就会像原子弹燃爆,
[01:21.143]就像化学战争,
[01:22.559]然后我们可以一直持续一直暴躁
[01:25.271]求同存异并接受分歧,你给我的圣诞礼物
[01:27.800]就是圣诞树下那些垃圾不过是些狗臭屁
[01:29.535]你让我滚出去?外面温度零下9点几,
[01:31.287]这正是圣诞前夕,"滚出去,混蛋玩意!”
[01:33.031]妈,至少让我拽出我的破大衣!!
[01:34.543]所有的一切都有它们相互的位置,
[01:36.215]为什么我们总出现在对方的嘶吼?!
[01:37.880]尤其是当我爹又耍了咱俩以后,
[01:39.871]我们俩只能特么的共济同舟,
[01:41.728]你会觉得那是让我们亲密的理由(拉倒吧),
[01:43.199]那只能让我们越来越远,但在一起,车灯亮如白昼,
[01:46.040]一辆装满东西的汽车,仍旧有很多路要走。
[01:48.520]回去我奶奶的家,只要沿着路一直走到头。
[01:50.743]然后我成了这个房子里最大的男人,
[01:52.623]然后扛起家里所有的重量在我的肩头。
[01:54.463]内特(姆爷同父异母的弟弟)8岁的时候就被州政府带走,
[01:57.943]那就是我开始意识到你病的时候。
[01:59.935]那既不能定论也不能改变,
[02:01.631]直到今天我们也保持着疏远,我如鲠在喉,可是……
[02:04.488]我猜我们就是这样吧!
[02:10.567]车前灯在黑夜里照亮,我行驶在路上;
[02:17.607]也许我们相去甚远越拉越长。
[02:23.695]直到今天我们也保持着疏远,我如鲠在喉,
[02:27.857]你甚至连你孙女儿成长的过程都不能邂逅
[02:30.586]但是对不起妈,关于《清理我的衣柜》
[02:32.855]当时我充满愤怒,是不是?不可置否。
[02:34.639]我从没想过那么多、那么远的以后,
[02:37.311]没开玩笑,你没错我也不再向你引咎。
[02:40.649]那首歌我再也不会出现在我的秀,
[02:42.199]每当我蜷缩在收音机的背后,
[02:44.791]我会想内特也许已经被某个家庭接收,
[02:46.751]所有你喂给我们吃的药,
[02:48.559]我多想让你亲自尝尝那个味道!
[02:50.183]但是现在药都快用到没有,
[02:53.095]你的精神世界也慢慢分崩破漏,
[02:54.975]我也老到哭不出来,尽管这些破事真是让人受够,
[02:57.202]可是妈妈,我原谅你,内特也如此,
[02:59.551]你的所说所为,你尽力托起我们彼此,
[03:02.975]你背上背着的十字,没有人能沉重过你,
[03:04.711]可我爱你,黛比·玛瑟斯,
[03:07.871]唉,我们之间是有多么纠结的关系!
[03:10.015]对了有件事从没问起:
[03:12.271]我那混蛋失职的父亲去了哪里?
[03:13.271]特么的,我猜他早记不清他住在哪个地址
[03:16.335]但是我翻过了每一个床垫子、沙漠里每颗仙人掌下面的烂石子,
[03:20.135]我整了一个藏宝图,
[03:21.439]跟着我孩子走遍了整个地图集,
[03:23.255]如果有人敢把地图从我身边拿离,
[03:25.855]你就赌我让你屁股分崩离析!
[03:26.375]如果我非得钻进烟囱,扮成圣诞老人,拐骗他们,
[03:29.815]尽管他们中的一个才见过他们的祖母一次。
[03:32.464]有天晚上你停下了车子,
[03:34.471]当时我们正要离开并要买些汉堡吃;
[03:36.383]我,她还有内特,我们介绍了你,拥抱了你,
[03:38.639]当你离开的时候我难过的一批
[03:42.064]过来找我当我们离开分别的路时
[03:45.327]我回头看到你的车灯亮起,
[03:47.447]我为没有机会感谢你当爹又当妈
[03:49.112]而感到生气
[03:51.399]所以妈妈,请接收我给您的歉意,
[03:53.159]这是我在飞机上写的,
[03:55.456]我猜我必须要把这个从胸前拿开,我希望能有跟你诉说的机会,在我死之前。
[03:57.263]空姐说让我们系好安全带,
[04:00.287]我猜飞机可能即将完蛋。
[04:02.903]所以如果我没做梦,我希望你能看到这个信息,
[04:06.064]我会永远爱你,因为你是我的妈妈!
[04:09.167]我猜原来我们就是这样吧。
[04:14.911]车前灯在黑夜里照亮,我行驶在路上
[04:22.079]也许我们相去甚远越拉越长。
[04:27.215]我想要一次新生(旧的翻篇了)
[04:30.384]无缘无故的(白手起家的)
[04:33.023]所以今晚我就要回家去
[04:36.119]不管花多少钱
[04:40.087]如果飞机坠落
[04:42.784]或者工作人员叫不醒我
[04:45.911]没事,只要知道我安然无恙
[04:49.159]我不惧怕死亡,
[04:52.775]哦,即使还有歌要唱,
[04:56.095]嗯,我的孩子会抱着我,
[04:59.711]只要知道我安然无恙、
[05:02.536]我不惧怕死亡
[05:05.599]因为我把我的信念都寄托在女儿身上
[05:10.007]所以我永远不会向这残酷的世界说再见,
[05:12.415]只要知道我安然无恙
[05:15.823]我不惧怕死亡
[05:21.016]我猜原来我们就是这样吧。
[05:27.103]车前灯在黑夜里照亮,我行驶在路上
[05:36.335]也许我们相去甚远越拉越长。
[05:39.439]我想要一次新生。