5 Grand at 8 to 1歌词 歌手$uicideboy$-专辑Long Term Effects of SUFFERING-单曲《5 Grand at 8 to 1》LRC歌词下载

[00:00.000] 作曲 : Aristos Petrou/Scott Arceneaux Jr. [00:20.90]Ain't nobody ****in' with me like they used to [00:23.00]Open seat in the coupe so I scooped you [00:25.57]I get caught up in my thoughts and I can't think right [00:28.07]Caught up in a nightmare so I don't sleep right [00:30.68]I just want them to treat me like they used to, ayy [00:33.49]I just want something real that I'm used to, yeah [00:36.01]I just want them to treat me like they—ayy, ayy [00:38.85]I just want something real that I'm—yeah, yeah [00:41.32]Went from no one to someone, at least I thought so [00:43.69]Stuck up in a bad dream, watching front row [00:46.26]People warnin' me that everything is gonna change [00:48.93]Never thought that it would be in the worst way [00:51.53]Life goin' up and goin' down at the same time [00:54.17]Suicidal thoughts creepin' up in my mind [00:56.85]Drug dealer, pocket reaping the benefits [00:59.39]Only thing I ****in' had to get me through this shit [01:02.09]I've been stripped of all I had, man [01:04.54]Lost relations with my dad, damn [01:07.18]Lost relations with the fam', damn [01:09.65]Lost touch of who I am, sad [01:12.40]I'm out seekin' peace like I'm seekin' air to breathe [01:15.13]Pray to a God that I never thought I would believe [01:17.62]Grant me serenity for all the things I cannot change [01:20.25]Wisdom to know that what I can ain't the same [01:22.77]Ain't nobody ****in' with me like they used to [01:25.42]Open seat in the coupe so I scooped you [01:28.06]I get caught up in my thoughts and I can't think right [01:30.73]Caught up in a nightmare so I don't sleep right [01:33.26]I just want them to treat me like they used to [01:35.92]I just want something real that I'm used to [01:38.42]I just want them to treat me like—uh, ayy [01:41.30]I just want something real that I'm—uh, yeah [01:43.74]All my life, I've been waitin' 'til the time right [01:46.41]Waitin' for the shade of light that make me shine bright [01:48.92]Day turn to night, yeah, weeks turn to months [01:51.37]Wishin' I could press the pause button just once [01:53.91]Hidin' in the bed tryna catch up to the front [01:56.41]Everything I lack, I make up for it when I stunt [01:59.09]More *******, more money, more drugs, more honeys [02:01.57]More stuff, the more I want it, more I feel I'm ****in' stuck [02:04.27](I get by) [02:08.22]Goin' through the motions, ****in' barely even growin' [02:10.42](I get high) [02:13.16]Hidin' all in my emotions, never change, I'm stuck posted [02:15.90](I get by) [02:18.85]What a lame excuse to keep doin' what I do [02:21.13](I get high) [02:23.70]Wastin' my shine and that's the ****in' truth [by:PinkinnerAway] [00:20.90]所有人对我态度转变 [00:23.00]坐在车里一把搭过你 [00:25.57]思维受限，头绪混乱 [00:28.07]陷入梦魇，无法安眠 [00:30.68]想让他们待我如初 [00:33.49]想要一切重归正轨 [00:36.01]只是想让他们— [00:38.85]只是想要生活— [00:41.32]从一事无成到名声大噪，至少我这样想 [00:43.69]怎么也逃不出的噩梦，坐在前排观赏 [00:46.26]人们告诉我时间会改变一切 [00:48.93]却不曾料想事态会越变越糟 [00:51.53]人生的大起大落只在一瞬间 [00:54.17]脑子里自杀的欲望愈发强烈 [00:56.85]毒贩们赚得盆满钵满 [00:59.39]唯一所坚持的帮我度过困境 [01:02.09]我已经一无所有了，兄弟 [01:04.54]我和父亲断绝了关系，淦 [01:07.18]和好兄弟们没了联系，淦 [01:09.65]甚至丢掉了自我，真可悲 [01:12.40]选择逃避追寻宁静，就像深吸口气得以喘息 [01:15.13]向神祈祷，即使其不曾为我所信 [01:17.62]赐予我平静，让我接受所有无法改变的事 [01:20.25]赐予我智慧，让我明白今时已不同往日 [01:22.77]所有人对我态度转变 [01:25.42]坐在车里一把搭过你 [01:28.06]思维受限，头绪混乱 [01:30.73]陷入梦魇，无法安眠 [01:33.26]想让他们待我如初 [01:35.92]想要一切重归正轨 [01:38.42]只是想让他们— [01:41.30]只是想要生活— [01:43.74]一直以来，我都在等待时机成熟 [01:46.41]希望等来一束光，让我变得闪耀 [01:48.92]白天到黑夜，日复一日度过数月 [01:51.37]多想按下暂停键，哪怕就一次 [01:53.91]躲在背后却想要跻身前列 [01:56.41]炫耀的一切是为弥补曾经所缺 [01:59.09]女人，金钱，药物，越来越多 [02:01.57]欲望变得更大更强烈，却越发现受其牵制 [02:04.27]（我在想办法） [02:08.22]机械般度日，总是在原地踏步 [02:10.42]（我喝醉了） [02:13.16]掩藏情绪，从未改变，我静静呆着 [02:15.90]（我在想办法） [02:18.85]为保持现状，找了个多么无力的借口 [02:21.13]（我喝醉了） [02:23.70]荒废了我的才华，这就是TM的现实